Sleepyland: Worries

Remembering Old Chinese Songs

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 04:40:04 GMT

Remembered about this movie about some teacher that died that made me cry when I was a kid.

And then went to find some old Chinese songs. Was looking for songs from 娃娃/金智娟

One is 小小羊儿要回家. Children song. Very nice.

Another one was 鲁冰花/魯冰花. Took me a long time to find it. Found it from the lyrics : 天上的星星不说话

Then found out that it was actually from a old Taiwan movie and watched it and it was VERY touching. They dont make movies like this anymore... Haiz. It was a very sad story.

鲁冰花

Also remember about this song that used to be very popular at some children Chinese singing contest : 十五的月亮

Life is a Dream

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 23:11:09 GMT

Was recalling stuff in my brain and remembered about some bmt ppl I will probably never see again.

The guy who was the flag bearer who I help hold his flag when he went toilet.

The guy who came up with the mei mei nickname for me....

The fat short guy who play chess in platoon 1. And the other many guys who made fun of me. But they were just joking.

The guy who is from platoon 1 and went ADA. He very angmoh and I kept suaning him.

And I help Jin Lun, my neighbour with his shooting at the range. Remember he had a IA and I try to warn him about it but he could not hear me becoz of ear plug.

The platoon 1 guy who always chao keng and get condemned and went to MP. And the drizzling night and stupid ocs ppl screaming at my window when I sleeping

My company best drop out of OCS?

And of course all the weird PS, Sgts and CSM and OC. My PS was from my sec school.

No matter where they are, I just hope they are all well. God Bless Them All. Time Flies and Our Existence is so short and yet so dear to us. Is there meaning at all to all these? The life and struggles we lead. So small, tiny and insignificant in all of creation and yet it fills out souls and hearts. So little in all the time but yet so much to that single second of the life changing moment of your life.

It must be a great TV show for the one above to watch and learn. Like a drama to sit, watch and enjoy. The joy of making friends and the pain of losing them. Only one season and it goes on forever.

Also remembered about a cartoon blue octopus called Oswald and the music.

What gives you the courage to live on?

Intolerant of the Intolerance

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 20:17:34 GMT

Had some dreams again. Only remember two now. Both are quite blur already.

One was in my primary school canteen trying to buy some food.

And another was in my secondary school watching my juniors plan the camp.

Updated my Nokia 6300 to firmware version 5.50 and the Dictionary feature is back at least!

Was thinking about all this stupid Dumbledore is gay shit and the penal code in Singapore shit while showering and had a revelation lol.

First I am not anti-religion or gay lol. Just damn irritated by all the hypocrites... Terrorist and stuff. Islam and Christianity started all this Holy War shit hundreds of years ago in history. Hate all this "use religion to justify all your views" shit. They are just using it to justify their prejudice.

Remembered about the Otto Fong coming out incident and how some idiot commented that God did not make your penis to stuff it up someone ass (something like that) and someone reply that God also did not make your dick to stuff it in someone mouth lol. So I hope those conservative people better do as they preach lol.

Maybe we should just put them together and let them finish off each other lol AKA the Middle East.

Then I realise that I hate them for being intolerant which means I am intolerant of some people. What a paradox. So I should just shut up lol

BTW support me in this!!! I need a N81 !!!!

http://digitalplayzone.nseries.com/SG/index.html?proID=192

Death Star Canteen - Super Funny Lego

My brain is freaking short-term

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 22:53:34 GMT

Recently I keep forgetting things... At first was this keep wanting to find stuff on wiki but forgot.

Now its just simple websites and things I wanna do. Keep getting so max out and so many things to do that I keep forgetting things...

Its getting really irritating... I have one thing I wanna do and before I can do that. I see something new and the old stuff gets licked out of the queue but then I still remember there is something!!!! Damn pissed off!!!!

Saw Zhi Quan again at x-ray machine yesterday. Bluff me that the IT Show need to pay admission....

And now I am going to Sentosa soon for sqn anniversary.

What is a Blog to you?

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 18:09:08 GMT

To me my blog is a diary. Something private and only for the special selected few of my good friends I trust. So even friends who bother to find out about me.

It just my self-expression and sometimes there are things I want to share with many people with similar interest.

Or just things for my friends to read about. Its all about the Internet and sharing our knowledge and experience.

Though its on the net and its actually for everyone to access, I think its still important to respect one's privacy and that not all the people in the world have the same views. I hope that people can filter between the objective information and the raw emotions and learn to separate them. I don't think we should pass judgement just on one statement. We should comment, discuss, even argue but don't condemn or shut up your mind. There is no right or wrong.

Of course nowadays in this blogosphere we practise self and peer censorship to keep each other in check.

Heard in the news that instead of shutting down bloggers, the government is gonna use blogs to spread the "right" view to combat the "extremist"

Free thought is hard to suppress.

There should be no fix model of what a blog is. Its just a blank page online like a book for you to fill it up with your free thoughts.

Than again all these are just my opinions and thoughts.

I Get Distracted DAMN EASILY

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 09:28:44 GMT

My memory management and job scheduling is all screwed up today. All the event handlers, pointers and stacks are all screwed. My brain is in a complete mess now.

So many things to do and coming all together from different people and its driving me nuts.

All the freaking distractions and so many things to do. Today doing BF already a bit distracted. and doing walk-round check and Pei Ho pointed out the ailerons to me and then my natural brain sequence got all messed up.

Then my brain just kept feeling damn screwed up and I keep thinking That I forgot something impt. And then I am distracted trying to remember what I forgot (when I might have nothing to remember at all) and then new things come along and I cant concentrate and then I feel that I forgot more things and my brain just keeps getting more messed up.

And Leon ask me to find out about RSAF T shirt at beach road and then I trying to remember what I need to do when I get home. Then Cyberfair stuff comes. And phone calls to make and that stupid "I forgot what wiki I wanna search" coming again.

Damn this sucks!!!!

Life changes.

Wed, 11 May 2005 14:41:42 GMT

FUCKING Copernic Desktop Search is another one!!! Takes over the active IE window...

Page hits are moving quite slowly this week. Only 196 by Wed. Went walking round tampines just now until dark... Stupid LJS had cold chicken and fries... Quite tired and warm now....

Have to say this... MS saved my life. Actually it was the autoreovery option in Excel that saved my life. Was creating the interface in VB and the damn thing crashed.... I thought i was gonna lose all my work becoz i did not save... Luckily Autorecovery saved it. Cant believe i am thanking MS. Its the least used features that you nvr care about that save you the most. Excel is quite a good app for database. Came home and MS Query and Help files were not installed as default and i had to find the CD again... This is damn lame though...

Weijian said he got this certification : http://www.macromedia.com/support/training/certified_professional_program/flmx2004_designer.html

Hes the only child.

Wow DDR2 at 1066Mhz : http://www.anandtech.com/mb/showdoc.aspx?i=2412&p=1

Gimp 2.2.7 changelog : http://developer.gimp.org/NEWS-2.2

Interesting. Need to try VNc one day : http://www.neowin.net/comments.php?category=software&id=28298

http://www.s-code.com/default.aspx

WinRAR 3.50 beta 4. Finally death to the ugly icons!!! : http://www.neowin.net/comments.php?category=software&id=28297

Unreal Tournament 2007 with Unreal 3 Engine : http://www.neowin.net/comments.php?category=gamers&id=28312

US Army wants to use Unreal 3 Engine : http://www.neowin.net/comments.php?category=gamers&id=28320

Guess i will be playing that game too. But with a Better Engine! "Feng Run REAL life Engine!" Muhahahaha.

I think Chun Han going same date as me... Better not be same time.

Firefox holes : http://www.mozillazine.org/talkback.html?article=6590

Is the DVD war over or not? : http://gear.ign.com/articles/611/611515p1.html

Windows Mobile 5.0 : http://www.tomshardware.com/hardnews/20050510_140432.html

Found the song name of "its the music that we choose" its 19-2000 Gorillaz : http://www.lyrc.com.ar/lyric/G/Gorillaz_19-2000.html

LOL Star Wars Character Battle Vote. I voted. LOL And today was on this Star Wars MRT train. Quite cool. Miss the last carriage and nearly fell on someone. LOL saw the ROTS Xbox game. hope dun spoil (check this put in dict and its not spoilt.. its past tense.) the movie.. So much hype... and that M1 ROTS promotion. Today newspaper too and toda i woke up late and took bus and walked in.... Wanted to say something else about ROTS but my short term memory sucks again... Oh ya wanted to say about getting a K700i soon and seeing the M! ROTS promotion. If only it had removable memory. http://comics.ign.com/articles/609/609778p1.html

Chris bought a card reader at Sim Lim and called me for advice. Was gonna SMS and he called... Ran out of credits... Stupid restriction the the prepaid card... thats why gonna get a subscription. But its only worth it if ppl call me and i get free incoming... His stupid band friend bought a cam... I want a cam too! a cam phone? Why their band so free one....

Today is Amazing Race finals and gonna see if Rob and Amber gonna be double millionaires and got anime too. gonna sleep late tonight... Already missed 23 mins now. GTG soon.

Ooops did not miss it. I thought it starts at 10pm.

iTunes got generated a "error reporting" error when i close it. The hack plugin is working again suddenly in 4.8 Did they remove it? Is Apple nice? or is the hack sxrewing itunes. I got a error during installation about some failure to register a dll....

From before i slept "last night" : In Alias, we find out that Jack killed his wife and Sydney is pissed but she later finds out that her mom had a contract on her lie. Her sister joins the agency and vos to kill the killer of their mom... I guess this sets the whole season up...

Saw some Andrew Lloyd Webber ( Google corrected me ) show with some nice singing. By lady with power voice. Phantom of the opera and the antonio actor guy? Mainly songs of love and a boy band.

Had a thought of christ church sec this morning and thought of how i noticed less CC students around and how the building was old and nice and it was kinda part of my pri sch life. But the school stop intaking i think and moved so far away and started anew. I hope they did not lose their sch history. Hope it becomes better at the new site. Best Wishes

Those who got the letter

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 21:40:05 GMT

I hope i dun get the "On Government Service".... Dunno what the letter really looks like. But dun wanna know...

I was hoping for the DSTA letter for computer stuff... But so long liao and still nothing.... Looks like there are some very good ppl out there....

But these are the ppl i know who got it... from their MSN nick mostly... Kim yong, Qingfeng and Chuanbao. Dun remember their school though...

Gonna eat breakfast soon

Life Goes On

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 19:28:44 GMT

Dunno why just wanna rant about stuff today.. Stupid project, stupid computers, stupid mouse, stupid admin rights.... Just dun feel like doing stuff there and its cold...

So many things i wanna do and software i wanna learn...

Maybe its becoz no one reads my blog... Things must have purpose. Site Statistics so demoralising...

And i can really remember how to write my chinese name...

Daryl and I can think quite alike but he misses out on certain other stuff... Crazy modder... He is a little too confident too... Foul mouth too... But i am foul mouth too!

On friday the Singapore internet slowed down... Dunno why and SCV maxonline is at 6500 now... Madness... I hope singnet wakes up...

So many things to say and do. Things to remember. News today that happened and movies and shows i watched on TV...

Date with a Vampire and that kid monk vampire old school show...

Always forget what i gonna do next

Went to read Chris and Junyi's blog... Chris has another layout. Hes pretty good but its pointless

The Quest for Knowledge never stops. Knowledges is Power. Power Corrupts Absolutely.

Next phase of Blog developement includes Friend List and Sites List

Wonder when MSN 7 will launch and when i will tell poly friends about my sec sch...

Talked to Chih Hung and Nick today. CCH cant stand Nick's metrosexual...

Fy says he is gay...

Corrected spelling and added category on 3.26am 12 Dec 2007 Wed

Haiz

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 14:16:02 GMT

Added a photo of me in the album and i did my project presentation yesterday and it was ok but i forgot the formal wear... And i forgot to buy my complimentary module book and there is a assignment tmw. i am screwed...

And there was some stupid train fault yesterday morning. And i went to buy Maple syrup and its damn ex and Kim Yong ambushed me....

Should i go cycling on fri?

Lots of things happen these few days but i can remember... So many things happened these few days and i just forgot another website again.... No more inuyasha and we were watching david de cruz sing... and galvin website

And i cant stand my supervisor... He cant make up his mind!!!

And i just found out why real maple syrup is so expensive....

Corrected spelling and added category at 3.32am 21 Dec 2007 Wed